Trust

Many times I find myself wondering why people act the way they do. My now ex husband swore we would keep in touch, but yet again I have fallen for a lie where he is concerned. Not that he is worth worrying about or keeping touch with, but because we have a son I thought this time he would keep his promises. Yea I hear you fat chance he will follow through again. He proved me wrong again to trust that he would do as he said, guess I wanted to believe he would finally be the man he could be.  I should have known better I would be disappointed yet again, 8 1/2 years of marriage should have told me what to expect from him. Oh well, life goes on, I suppose that if he really wants to know what is happening with our son, he will contact me right.

I seriously need to go somewhere warmer, these changes in weather are killing me. It's not even winter and I am already hating the almost daily weather changes.  I thought I would have more to say tonight but nothing is coming to me. Good Night

Let's start again, I realized I have not kept this up to date now I need to keep up from here forward.

I have taken the huge and scary step to move back from Arizona to live with my Mom, big change and lots has happened.  I finally found a job but with a new job comes a lot of stress, this one is no different, I'm not sure if I can deal with this or not yet.

I keep forgetting how unpredictable life is, many many things have changed in my life and I have had to start over several times. This is no different I feel like I've been knocked down but as usual I will get back up and start over like I have chosen to do.


I am trying to make several things for my nephews fiance Amanda for their wedding in September, I have a small cover up done for my great niece and I am working on a shawlette for Amanda. I love the pattern and hope she loves it too.

I will post pictures of both of these later. Gotta run more to come.