Time flys when you are having fun, or not.

Too much time has passed since my last post. Too much has happened too. Life has a way of throwing you curves when you least expect them. June 16, 2010 began like any other has in the last nine years I was thinking about my last husband on what was our ninth anniversary ( I lost him to Leukemia in 2005) until I got a call from a friend who had to pass on some very bad news, my younger sister was gone. She was 42, too young to leave us. I still cry many days, have a hard time most days not grabbing the phone to call her just to talk. I miss the hearing her say "it is just one of those things". I used to hate that, she would say it 8-10 per call but now just want to hear her voice again. Last Sunday Gail's favorite NASCAR driver Jeff Gordon won the race here in Phoenix. Mom called me with about 20 laps to go, we cried most of those laps. When Jeff won we cried even harder and of course both talked of Gail and how she would have lost her voice screaming at the the end of that race. Broke my heart that she was not here to enjoy that race.